Wednesday, February 17, 2010;5:23 PM
I'm gng to delete this blog,
but before I deactivate it, I think it should end w this episode.
You had me fooled, really well.
I thought whad happened to you during those days.
I thought you wouldn't be so irresponsible.
But I was wrong :)
Anw,
I've deleted your no.
:D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D
Deleting ppl's no.'s always the last thing I always do in such times.
Bcuz it means I'm never coming back.
Goodbye.
I used to think days without talking to you torturous & miserable but now I'm looking forward to our 1st week without talking :D
Absence makes the heart grows fonder.
No, it only makes me get stronger & used to your absence :)
You msged but I've totally no intention to reply :)
When I leave, I never come back.
We're through.
SIBEI HONG AH.
♥
Monday, January 11, 2010;11:52 AM
I realise I didn't really like you at all,
WHAT JOKE :D
I guessed I only liked you cuz you were frm TP,
HA,
HAHAHA :D
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Wednesday, January 6, 2010;6:33 PM
Caught in a bad romance.
IMISSEDYOU, bad.
Whn will you talk to me & stop ignoring me anymore?
During chalet, I'll occasionally stop to sit alone & pout.
Tht's bcuz I miss you.
I regret being so cold to you last tym,
replying you 1word msges at times,
But I've started becoming eversince 2010 didn't I?
Like how I told you I'll be nice to you frm now on.
Now tht sch started for you I really wonder did you only talk to me for entertainment previously.
You told me ppl usu will be too busy to reply at chalet.
But yknw I'll ALWAYS reply you, no you don't knw so don't pretend.
I won't cry. :)
Why izzit hit & run cases for me everytime.
At school, work, camp.
Talk to me so nicely everytime thn run away fck.
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Saturday, January 2, 2010;3:52 PM
STOP IT.
I give up on you I tell you.
I feel like stop replying you altgth.
Sucker, boomer.
One day you can talk so sweetly,
the next day you behave like an asshole & keep pushing me to other guys.
WTF is that.
I hate trying to decode your thoughts.
I'm through w you, goodbye, go away.
Thanks,
for all your sweet nothings.
If I could've deleted all your msges, saving none, I believe you didn't really mean tht much either :)
You tell me you'll be sad, you'll heart pain, you want to spend the day w me, you'll always try your best to make me smile, sing for me, tell me a story when I'm sick, name a dog aft me [Cuz I asked if you name dogs aft ppl you like], that I'm a special someone to you, that you want to start your day w my sms.
KNOW WHAT,
WHATEVER. LOSER.
SIT AT A CORNER & SULK ALL YOU WANT. SUCKER.
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Wednesday, December 23, 2009;3:55 PM
Back from camp! :-)
Slept for 17hours straight aft returning home
& ended up missing outing w the girls! :X
Camp was not bad but hate the showering part ttm.
( But only 2nd compared to TPRAWKS!♥
Missed KaiWen frm TP darn v.much somehow IDK why)
Somedays I'm SO irritated I don't even bother showering
Juz rinsed w water & I think I stinked.
3rd day played water war & GLs started playing w mud.
EEEEEEEEEEW I know.
I had some all arnd my whole body plz.
But highlight was when some of us ton the whole night ton the whole night to play mahjhong.
Like darn ironic plz.
Play mahjhong during religious camp :X
But the only 5 of us were survivors while the rest of the ppl in camp went to slp alrd.
4 were frm my Grp somemore, YAY!
♥
Sunday, December 13, 2009;5:20 PM
Deleted previous post cuz I realized I like you lesser than I thought :-)
Working @ G2000, J8 currently.
Really pathetically lil working hours like 4-8hours per day )-:
Somedays whn thr's lil customers they'll tell me to go home early somemore! )-:
but I'm fine for this month cuz I'm busy w voluntary work, outings & camp max );
Didn't even wanta work for dec initially so it's a bonus now I've managed to find one :-)
But I'm wondering what I should do tmrw since it's my off day + only have 1shift for voluntary work.
Initially I was DARN upset w working schedule on 1st day of work cuz I don't even have tym for friends, family & myself.
But now I think I'm working too lil, hmm.
Shall find 2nd job aft xmas whn voluntary work ends this xmas :-)
But I muz admit I'm still a green horn @ G2000, can't find stocks etc.
& I still feel DARN guilty for making customers wait SO LONG, get pissed & all )-:
I suck @ product info too! )-:
GAHHHHH.
Like DK how to do everyth! )-:
But still, I'll wish upon stars tonight for Sentosa to accept my application.
Plz, plz, plzzz )-:
&,
wishing upon stars are SO NOT childish ok! :-P
Labels: Keep trying
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Monday, December 7, 2009;1:29 PM
“ Be careful what you wish for.
Because it might just come true.
But in a totally twisted and unfavorable way.
I had my fair share. ”
I am free everyday now.
I can sleep from 12am to 2pm.
I wished for it.
I got it.
Kinda very tired of the happenings recently.
Not physically but mentally.
I.NEED.TO.CHANGE.MY.EFFING.ATTITUDE
Let’s just hope LUGE Sentosa will accept me.
Really wish to work there SO VERY MUCH! :)
But anw, I feel like gng temple weekly to just sit there to meditate or whatsoever.
Enjoy the serenity there! ;D
I feel like doing voluntary & missionary work too.
In search of one now.
Should I do Salvation Army? :)
So maybe someday you’ll see me asking for donation on the streets! :D
I think I’ve changed to become more attached to religious stuff.
Because I realize,
there’s no other places like home :)
Where I ALWAYS seek refuge in when I encounter problems outside.
So well, maybe like the others say,
this incident could’ve been a blessing in disguise :)
I really hope so.
Should I go back to apologize?
But how do I muster that courage.
Sometimes, there are things in life which far surpasses money alone.
I finally understand.
Labels: Miserable
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